August 17, 2001
5:40pm
Spent the entire night working on the web site and scanning graphics. Slept for about 3 hours this morning starting at 8. Trying not to go to bed until 10pm. Am really proud of the color print-out of the family coat of arms.
9:30pm
Well, I made it through the day without sleeping. Only I don’t want to go to sleep now either. I want to sleep through tomorrow. Headache. (maybe ’cause I’m tired?) Maybe because I can’t think straight. Not a migraine. Still irritating.
Spent all day working on this damn web site. Made the hours go by and I didn’t have to do any housework. No, that’s not what I’m avoiding. What am I avoiding? Dreams, for one thing. Can’t take the dreams. Don’t want to sleep.
I don’t like sleeping away the night anymore. You can get so much done without interruption! Then Mom has to go and call just as I’m going to sleep in the morning. Sleeping in the day is easier. Not as many shadows. Not as many dreams.